Saturday, March 1, 2014

the tears of Barlonyo

It was around 6:00pm on 21st February 2004. My five year old sister Angwec and I were from fetching water from a water stream few kilometres away from the camp where we were living after being displaced by the Lords Resistance Rebels (LRA) in 1998 accompanied by two friends from around the neighbourhood. It was windy like any other evening around this time of the year, but something was different on this day. I had an unsettling feeling in my gut. For some strange reason, my body was covered in goose pimples and the hairs on my body stood on end. When I think about it today, it’s as if the angel of death was hovering over us. The sun was downing and the rains were threatening to fall. As we approached camp, we saw strangely dressed men covered in blood. Two out of seven of the men were holding machetes and the rest had AK47s with several rounds of amuniciation.  There was something strangely familiar about these men, I had seen their kind before but couldn’t remember where. My instincts kicked in, I immediately dropped my water pot, grabbed Angwec and quickly entered a nearby bush as the other girls looked on in surprise. Till today I don’t know what happened to them. I guess curiosity got the better of them.

No sooner had we entered the bush than it started raining. Being young, Angwec couldn’t help but cry for our mother amidst confusion. My efforts to silence her seemed futile although I managed to convince her to stay low and crawl towards home. As we crawled on our bellies like amateur snails, we hoped to find our mother and siblings but alas! What I saw will never leave me for as long as I live. The strange men were actually LRA rebels who had dropped in to loot and kill. From a distance I could see hundreds of people divided into three groups. One group comprised of men and young energetic boys, the second was full of toddlers and the elderly, basically the weak and feeble, and the third group was of the women and girls. Sadly my mother and big sister Apio were part of this group while Ojok my two year old brother was in group two. Sadly the gathering was just a stone throw away from home. At this point, it was getting darker, Angwec`s teeth were chattering because of the cold and she was getting hungry but we could not afford to move a muscle.

What transpired after was literally a nightmare. There was this man who had certain darkness in his eyes. You could tell he was the boss from the way he commanded the rebels. He made some kind of signal and the men started firing gunshots at group two. I wasn’t able to see if Ojok was hit but somehow I knew I would never see him again. I felt a huge lump slide up my throat. I couldn’t breathe. I felt so helpless, my baby brother needed me, but there was totally nothing I could do to help. The survivors were hacked to death. As to add insult to injury, the rebels gathered the pieces of the children, placed them in a huge pot and boiled them. The other villagers buried their heads in their palms in fear but mostly in sorrow. It was too painful to watch. On seeing this, Angwec fainted. My mother and Apio were not any lucky. The rebels took turns in raping the women and girls. They were raped repeatedly until some died and other became unconscious. That was when it all hit me. It wasn’t a bad dream nor was it a bad joke. It was actually happening to my people.

I sat quietly sobbing near Angwec, who was unaware of what was happening around her for what seemed like hours. By around 10pm, it was still raining and i could still hear sounds of gunshots and cries in a far distance. Just when i was about to give up hope of getting out of this alive, i saw a human structure move toward us. At first i thought it was one of them, i tried to wake up Angwec but in vain. Amidst saying my last hail Marys is when i realised it was actually Gita the village drunk. We called him gita because of the way he pretended to be playing an imaginary Guitar every time he got drunk. How he managed to evade the rebels is beyond me. He had seen us from the distance and had come to help. The three of us stayed well hidden until around midnight when we realised the rebels had matched out of our village with all our food and relatives.  What was left of our once vibrant and colourful camp was now nothing but the stench of death and burning huts.

Today all the dead victims lie in a massive grave as a result of failure to identify their mutilated and burned bodies by relatives. A monument has been built to remember what befell the people of Barlonyo on that fateful day but mostly as a reminder to the military that Kony, the leader of the Lords Resistance Army still walks freely.

Narrated by Abonyo Caroline